Dinir Nertan @Dinir@icosahedron.website

There is my friend who has a weak hand, having difficulties using mouse. And I wanted to make him play the game using keyboards. But I know this couldn't be happen at all.

What I wanted to do with it is, mainpulate a web game client so I can apply translation on the client and make a shortcut key to interact with the game.

I hope if someone could give me some advices on how to make a chrome extension that can manipulate and inject things into a web site, but I know that wouldn't ever happen, so I live as I am...

I am dead.

makeshift comment replacing regex https://icosahedron.website/media/BT42FbTVm_OedYzhqkM

I feel like my mind is constantly dying every day. Something inside of me is getting vague every day.

Want to die is not a lack of responsibility. You don't usually die just to avoid responsibilities you have. You can do for that but it's way more overkill so that'd be so stupid case.

I can't say but 'I\'m sorry.' This is bad and worrisome.

Still doing refactoring the old code.
I spent 6 hours to understand the code piece below. I hope I made it easier to understand.
Some parts, like naming convention and using global variables, are left as they were because I am not making a new code. I should keep the logic and the result of the code same. #PHP
https://icosahedron.website/media/l960w_MhxjBlipq4EKg

It sucks.

And passing such mess of code to a new worker will not likely be done well.

The new worker will adapt to almost all kind of job they have to do, but not that one - they can't do manage that code.
A blank period appears. People (esp. the users of the site) will blame the person, without knowing what exactly happened all over the time.

Who's the people contributed toward making a giant unmaintainable code? I don't think that's the former worker who resigned.

They requested so many complex thing all with urgent and being near-sighted with no considering on other already built structure.

The site got eventually updated whenever they do such requests. I don't need to say the code is hella messy.

What's the problem with the site that eventually handle all the things though, you ask?
Well, the worker will resign at one point.

I don't want to interact with people who don't know how to speak in a considerate way. They harm me, they enrage me.
I HATE careless people. They are, actually quite common. So basically I usually hate people.
Also it enrages me that I tried my best acting nice toward them but what I got is their careless acts.
I should've not tried to be nice at all. Just had to do my job and keep myself extra silence.

I should have to try protect myself from people who get mad thoughtlessly and fret too often.
How do I do that?
I'll try to avoid making any kind of contact with them at all cost.

I just got recognized it again while watching my favorite artist's twitch stream. I feel so bad and terrible.

It's basically happy unless I recognize what I was doing with my life, everytime.

I never dream. I know I can't choose my death. Without dream and the chance to take a death, I can't do nothing but just keep living out day by day.

But it's already too late when I think about this. Something seems to be already fucking awkward. Feels like I ruined something at some point.