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@Gargron :clap: :raised_hands:

@Gargron did you break the old ones tho

@dogjaw John Dies At The End

repeatedly

@vriska

> ROBEK: Tell your brother Andrew to finish the fucking game.

taking the naan to work and realizing too late you don't have any butter :ok_hand:

@rw @vriska I like the Nirvana cover better.

Dave Grohl was the clown all along

Self-image, cont'd.

It comes about in a very real way, for me, being told about my shortcomings, how hard I am to relate to, how deceitful I am, how apathetic and bitter I am -- it really wears me down. I try to make it into change, borne out of a desire to be better, but the whole time it just feels like salt in so many cuts. I don't feel like a person anymore, just a collection of flaws.

Self-image

I can't be proud of myself in a real way if I'm constantly haunted by the feeling that I could do so much better.

#np - Mastodon - Blood and Thunder

youtube.com/watch?v=v-Su1YXQYe

The fight for this fish is a fight to the death!

@sophia being hyperfocused has an amazingly repressive effect on creativity, I've found. It's when my brain is casually doing free association that I get my most golden ideas

@vriska SPLIT YOUR LUNGS WITH BLOOD AND THUNDER

Nightmares and Self-Loathing, cont'd.

I can't unsee what I saw in my dream, but I'm certain it's just the fragments of my anxiety pieced together in an awful scenario. It's only frightening so far as it's grounded in reality.

Just gonna try to be more mindful of how I interact with people, and take better care of myself, and hopefully with time and some improvement on my self-image I'll feel a little bit less like I'm perpetually unwelcome.

@xj9 thanks for reminding me

@shpuld take your time and don't overload yourself. You have plenty of time